Friday, May 28, 2010

Slavery Blame Game- Loius Gates Jr.


This article is from the NEW YORK POST from Louis Gates Jr. (do not
know who he is- google him). I posted it in the comments below- sorry do not yet know how to attach it in the posting.

Having been to Ghana Cape Coast Slave Castle, I have experienced the Door of No Return- the gate way from which captured slaves were taken before boarding slave ships- I am in agreement with Mr. Gates for just as with American Native populations, Jewish Holocaust and Japanese Internment- to name a few of our uglier human atrocities’, the range of players and victims is vast and colorful; the culpability rest on many shoulders. Maybe, as Alice Walker says, the way forward is with a broken heart.

And I would argue that in order to end the cycle and create true closure,we must move forward with empty pockets. I feel like I am already a benefactor from my ancestors process on many fronts- from Africa to America; from Jamestown to Jim Crow; From Montgomery to Katrina; I carry so much rich vibrant hope, history,divine strength and tangible resilience within my marrow, I could not ask for more from the current government in the name of of those same ancestors.

I want to introduce my children to a better world. I want a new 40 acres and mule; I want more than a lump sum check; I think we are worth more than what this country was willing to give sharecrop farmers circa 1863.

I am honest that I do not know what or how that NEW things looks like or what form it takes but I do feel strongly that blame serves no one.
The attached photo is of Cape Coast Slave Castle- found online

Thursday, May 27, 2010

It is Hard to Say GoodBye to Yesterday


Back in January I was still working for the YMCA of A2 as the Chilwdwatch Supervisor. I saw what I thought was single dad or at least stay at home dad with his son. Well me being me, I jumped in and gave him parenting advice- as if there are not 10,000 ways to parent. Well later that day I saw him in the pool and then a week or so later in a dance class. I finally got some balls and gave my number and said, "ooh our kids should hang out.. I am a part time stay at home mom..etc". Well somewhere in all this B-Iowa and I along with our families connected as friends and gradually became family of choice.

Over the last 5 months, Team B.E.T.Iowa has been there for us in so many ways it is out of control. Taking care of Abijah, sharing meals, exploring the area (still working on getting B-Iowa to the Jiffy Factory) or our 13 year old texting conversations. These are things they have shared with us; I can only hope that we have given them the same level of rewarding friendship and care in return.

Tomorrow Team B.E.T. Iowa leave on an 11 week adventure to Seattle and then Taiwan until the end of the Summer. I tease B-Iowa that it is like we are going to 2 different Summer camps. 11 weeks seems like a short time BUT in toddler time (for Thumper and T-Iowa) so much learning and changing will happen. For B and E- Iowa change will happen as well; living international should change you. As for us, Me and T-Rex... we are gonna have a baby in a few weeks- who the hell knows what that kind of change that will bring.

In the end, we will reconnect after Summer break and I am sure we will still be close however change is hard. Their leaving right now is hard- just feel like we got some good footing. Explaining it to Abijah is hard- really far way for a really long time is as good as it gets. SO Team B.E.T. Iowa (which I know B-Iowa will hate that I named them :) ) consider this my yearbook signing and send off.

Come back to us whole and safe! We promise to not make too many more friends over the Summer and to welcome you back with open arms.
Not only do I hope you change, I hope you bring the change back and share with us!

Sunday, May 23, 2010

The Outsiders Remake? ?



First off you need to understand I was SUPER PREGNANT T minus 34 days. SO I wake up at night, sometimes for a few minutes other times for hours. I have a few tricks to aid me in my awake time but it amazes me what my mind is doing on it's own.
Like last night, I had a movie score in my head, as I went for my nightly pit stop I think I even pit stopped to the rhythm of said movie score. But could not remember for the life of me the movie. When I woke up again, it came to me Harry Potty movie one. Really, my life was moving at the sound of Harry Potter.
Well then I went on a great head journey of other great movie songs. I landed on Stevie Wonder- Stay Gold- From The movie the Outsiders. The song was amazing and by the time he really starts going and the credits roll up the screen tears are flowing, at least for me.
So then my mind took another route- what if they remade the movie the Outsiders?
Historical notes of importance: The novel the Outsiders was written by S.E Hinton and published in 1967; The movie was directed by Francis Ford Coppola and was released in 1983.
Here is my slowed down stream of thoughts:
1. Who would play the lead characters? The original movie features some really hot up and coming male actors including C.Thomas Howell, Matt Dillion, Ralph Macchio, Patrick Swazye and Tom Cruise to name a few. All were only slightly known in movie circles, no one had made it "big"; in fact some I am not sure Tom Cruise had speaking lines. Part of the draw back in 1983 was that you were not tied to the actors. We have moved to a place in cinema where knowing the actor is 3/4 the reason we show up. I am not sure if this unknown actor phenomenon could be replicated.
2. A major theme in the movie is CLASS- the greasers vs. the socs (socialites). The greasers being the poor, mostly white working class kids while the Soc where the upper class kids who were portrayed as having no cares in the world. Since the writing and filming of the original, I think our cultural ability to talk about class has all but dissipatedy. Most people do not even have a lens or the language to talk about class, social economic status, etc. In fact, we are such a culture of excess that even poor kids think they need $100 Nikes so how do you get those who refuse to have nothing but everything to see into a world of those who only have what they need? We have mot managed to do this even slightly well in real time/real world, I am unsure a movie that calls class out so blatantly would work.
3. Race:Ralph M. is the only real brown character in the movie- race is not really outlined in the book; in fact they are all white Oklahoma boys. In a 2010 version, how if at all would race play out. Would the two groups just be mixed and we as viewers asked to be colorblind? Again our cultural paradigm has shifted to make race and class synonymous- ghetto has come to mean poor and black while suburban has come to mean white and middle class;once race is added into the mixture the layer cake only gets thicker. It makes the story richer but not sure it makes the movie more tangible for the current audience.
4. Gangs and Violence: In the book and movie, the Socs gang nearly kill a Greaser by drowning,another greaser stabs and kills one of the Soc gang members with a knife, some type of violence happens to Matt Dillon character and finally there is also a RUMBLE- hand to hand combat fight- at the end of the movie. First off, adding the racial element in with the violence also creates another spin as black males are all gun toting gang members, right? SO moving on... I believe that all the violence which matched the world at the time they were written and filmed would automatically increase to reflect the 2010 time frame meaning more violent and gun filled. Violence is the not only anticipated but expected by movie goers today. Violence in all it's formats has become a momentary afterthought- many people do not even see it anymore. We are almost as at a place where if there is no violence there is no movie. In the original, the violence was not used as a center piece to tie lose ends but used as a way to send the story unraveling even further- I think a 2010 audience would only see the violence.
4.And Finally time frame and context: Do you take the script and reset it into a new time or do you analyzes and discern themes and re write using the core elements...?
I am torn on this point BUT I know that it would make a huge difference for me as a viewer. We can not go back to the rumble fight and community gangs of the past- they no longer exist. However, we can not go forward burying children because gun play is seen as fun; imprisoning brown boys for life because drug selling is the only economic outlet in the community, or questioning, detaining and deporting anyone with dark skin after we have created the largest self manifesting/supply and demand labor system on their backs.
In the end Susie ( yes S.E. Hinton is a woman) was writing about life in small town Oklahoma, about the young men she saw in the early 1960's when so many questions lay open ended- pending war draft and racial dynamics to name a few. I think a key theme would get lost in a remake which is the view of young men as more than bravdo; a view of young men being depth filled, growing, changing individuals- one of the first shining examples of male adolescence on paper and on screen.
So I open the floor, what are your thoughts...?
I think we can not go back but I am cynical and I was up at 3:00 am. Please share your thoughts open and wild!!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Cluck Cluck Mama Hen???


I am still getting use to Ann Arbor weather, as if one could use to rain in the morning and scattered sun vs showers all afternoon. The rain did not stop us from going to Touch a Truck at the Mall- see photo- Thumper and T-Rex had a great time. After a wonderful 2.20 min nap we headed over to see new/old friends. They even feed us! I think the highlight was a guy emailing me becasue he found the wallet I lost Mothers Day weekend-Kindness comes back around!
Blogging is hard, I feel like I need to be smart and witty about everything I think, when the truth is I am only smart and witty inside my head, once it leaves everything is on its own- like balloons a kid lets go of on accident.. I stare up at the shit I did not tie to my arm and hope it does not land in pond where it could hurt wildlife or get mistaken as a UFO.
Still working on a consistent closing.... I like Cluck Cluck since I feel like a Mama Hen... thoughts, idea, suggestion?

Friday, May 21, 2010

First blog first


So yesterday I set up a blog so go figure, now I have nothing cool to say. My mind is all over the place BUT that is what this space is for.. for gathering storm clouds and making a disco.. wait taking lemons and make cream pie? I just hope, like most things in my life, I land somewhere close to the middle.. of a cream pie filled disco storm...?
Okay I have a bunch of facebook postings I have done that I will be converting over to the blog in the coming days. Per the request of T-Rex I will always try to have a photo cause photos make it fun. Here is one from the Ann Arbor Festival of Fools.
Have a great day peeps!